Not in my best. But not worried.

Helloooooo, how are you doing??? I know hehe, you missed my blogs but sorry bro, this last month has been quite a weird one, let’s say it has been a rollercoaster ride.

Just a couple of days ago I truly felt I was at my lowest energy level and as usual my first impulse was trying to make myself happy. I tried everything in my power to lift my spirits man: I sang my heart out, socialized with friends, made a nice cup of coffee, caught up with my family over FaceTime, went for a run … nahhhh there is nothing that made me feel energised. Wtf? Should I worry?

Nope.

I decided not to worry.

Because guess what? It’s perfectly okay to have a rough day or even a tough week. We’re all human. So, I took a deep breath, plopped myself down on the floor, silenced my phone, and engaged in some serious reflection. I asked myself, “What’s draining my energy away?”

This could be, that might be contributing, and oh, perhaps even those things over there.

It was a bit of a mental jumble, to be honest. But I allowed myself to let it all out.

Now I have a weird mood. I feel tired. But it makes sense, I went through the whole fucking act of exploding. It aint easy ehhhh, if you are judging, try yourself first 😉

However, I do feel like I’ve created some breathing space for myself—a chance to slowly recharge. And even though I’m experiencing this weird mood, I’ve discovered that sharing it with the people around me can make a world of difference. If you open up, you’ll be amazed at how understanding and supportive they can be. You should try just for the simple fact of avoiding the “you are weird, what’s wrong?” Nothing. How do I explain that yes I am weird, and yes, something feels wrong but I can’t blame just a single thing, it is a cumulative thing.

So, don’t be stupid. Reach out and share how you feel with those who surround you. Remember, we all go through ups and downs, and sometimes it’s the support of others that we need.

To all of you who are experiencing a similar weird mood, it’s okay to feel tired and a little lost. Give yourself the space and if you need I’m here hehehe

BESOOOOOOOOOOS